inspired?maybe not...

you think I don’t know, 
you think I’m not as smart as you
you think I’m oblivious and you’ve hidden it well. 
fucking know shit
So stop treating me like shit
Stop fucking babying me. 
I choose to pretend I know nothing because I want to hear it from you. 
I wanted us to be friends. 

What a dick move asshole. 

You fucking chose her. 
You fucking lied to me about it, I’m pretty darn sure
You’re fucking her. 
That’s not even why I”m mad. 
I’m mad because I’m hurt.
I’m hurt that you lied
I’m hurt that you keep secrets
I’m hurt that you treat me like shit and I feel like shit every time I’m around you. 
I feel like the butt of the joke,
I feel replaced. 
We were supposed to be best friends and you don’t even talk to me anymore. 
You don’t care. 
Stop fucking lying to me. I don’t care what your intentions are. The truth is the best. Keeping secrets is fuckery too. 
Why are you such a fucking asshole to me?
All I’ve done is stick up for you and stand by you. All I’ve done is care about you. An you treat me like shit. I’m so fucking done. 

Remember when we went to the dentist, 
And half your mouth was numb?
You said it felt funny
It made me smile
Later I made your whole face tingle

I screamed your name in my head and you answered me

There are boundaries.
I am drawing the line.
Stay on your side.
My friends are off limits.
I’m keeping you at a distance.
I am not the hurricane,
It is of you whom we should be afraid.
Starting as a whisper in a song,
By the end CRASHING! and BANGING! along.
It is not I, but you whom you fear.

Man, I’m done with thick girls
Go stuf it
She isn’t even thick

It’s not fair.
Life’s not fair.

Life’s a cold-hearted bitch.

It’s not weird that I was in love with your boyfriend
I was in love with him way before you even met him

I fell for you with/because of the music